The Lord, in Whom you also are being built together into 
a dwelling place of God in spirit.

(Ephesians 2:22)

I was raised in a Christian family.  My folks are in the church life, so I automatically wanted to go in that direction because of what my folks are.  I was saved, but my salvation wasn't really clear until a few years later.

One day I read the book called God's Building and I saw what God's desire is and what His purpose is and what he wants in man.  He created man and He has His purpose in man.  At that time it seems I recovered the joy of salvation in me.  I saw what He wants, and I was so much willing to give myself to what God is after.  I saw what He wants.  To our concept we think that we need God, but the vision I saw from that book is not just I want Him, but that so much He needs man to express Him.  That is the time that I started to give myself more and more to Him.

I saw that my salvation is not just so cheap, that I just want a God to be my Savior and to help me whenever I need, but I saw what He wants.  So I start to give myself more and more to Him and to the church life.  What I saw at that time sustained me until now, and I'm still in the church life.

BL